The popular artist known as Angel Haze has a story (testimony) behind her verses. In an effort to escape sexual assaults she received as a child, she found the voice to rise.
“There was a point in my life where I didn’t like who I was,” Angel raps. “So I created the other people I would try to become.”
Ten years ago, Eminem released “Cleanin’ Out My Closet,” a deeply introspective track off “The Eminem Show.” In the song, the rapper recounts his troubled childhood and damns his “f—-t father” and “selfish b—h” of a mother for the ills they brought upon him.
On Tuesday, Angel Haze released her take on the track for free. Like Eminem’s, her version focuses on the wrongs she faced at a young age. The graphic material is delivered in frank and simple language, as Haze takes the listener through being raped at the age of 7 and countless times again. One of the strongest moments is when she describes bleeding after being sodomized, suggesting the listener “let that feeling ring through your guts.”
“The makings of a legend are often hidden in trails,” Haze raps. “So just be strong and just move on and just accept what you can, because it makes your story better when you read it [at the] end.” Listen and download below. Haze’s mixtape, “Classick,” is out Thursday.
YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME FOR THE ILLNESSES THAT OTHERS INFLICT ON YOU! Whatever the assault remember that the person who did the damage is damaged from receiving similiar afflictions. There is a spirit that lives with the perpetuation of sick cycles that have absolutely nothing to do with you.
It may be easier said than done, but at the end of the day the only alternative is to rise above it. If a person who has been victimized allows what happened to consume their existence then they have allowed that spirit, that demon, that violator to claim victory over THEIR lives. The stronghold must be broken. Find your voice, lift your cause, create an alternative path but by no means should one relent in the pursuit of triumph.
Kudos to this sister for exposing the world to her experience so that others may see that it is possible to be better despite how it may temporarily feel.